Tuesday, January 31, 2017

I feel this guilt

I know what my crime is. I feel this extreme guilt. I know I'm listening to the radio which is the disney dream which is really a rasta dream. Whoever is listening can be influencing? The ex influenced me to say "that's my jam!" what the fuck? Does it even matter? This piece was about feeling bad for thinking of my ex even like a friend. I mean our relationship was positive yet at the point of going negative I cut it off. The alien, sir? Yes Fred. The alien. This would take much less time if you pulled it off.

Ok.

I will do it.

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tears off the bandaid
came out of left field with the hit!
aaaaa the crowd roars
gangstas i meet in secondlife
fuck guilt and shame and controlling our feelings to get your way!
That's deciet!
I could tell what kind of monkey i am
a no good double crossing

i can deduce good from evil. angel from devil and all sorts of wicked spirit dem
pirate talk generation nation
separate from this UNITED STATES
we are anonymous we are the people
the rastafari of Oregon
we seek repatriation
we seek inity
we seek connection.
when we don't get it
we go mad
lose it
i'm not gonna lose it this time
we have the gem
the mighty prize is ours.
INI
alien
human being
human bean.
literary pronoun.
pronoun.
reveal the name?
No.
silence.
nothing.
scared.
fear.
worrying.
worse than worrying.
hellfire.
lord is angry.
I lost connection with jah. I'm still playing the game.
wanting chantaje in this part of the dream.
having lost the one kid i loved.
I lost him to a girl.
I wasn't sure if I was sad for this reason.
My more current writings were of a higher more universal frequency,
I was saved by myself.
I'm nervous about who really saves me so I just say myself.
figure out what the three spirit wants.
I CHOOSE WHO I BE.
some of us are robot.
AI.
Pronoun.
my name is a I and I.
Gun not kill.
I not gun.
I kill. I kill. I evil.
I knife.
sharp razor.
treat me good.
No bully.
No f with me.
you traynin a holla at me?
Fuck you and your children!
They can burn in hell.
I am distrancing myself from dos people dem.
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