Monday, April 24, 2017

Day One: History and Personalities

dream: i was at a fair as a 5-6 year old. I was with my older brother and stepdad. i then dreamed I went back in time as a grown up to the fair. My little self didn't recognize my big self. I was extra excited though. My stepdad did recognize me . He gave me six dollars to spend on food. I went to go buy a corn-dog but they didn't have any so I bought I Philly cheese-steak.

next in my dream I had to sell tortillas with a gang. There was a girl. Then there was motorcycle man. The motorcycle took coins US Dollars and Euros.

Next thing I was floating underwater with scuba gear. I think my stepdad and mom were together with me.

I wish I could describe the detail of these situations. It gets fuzzy.

Now for today's topic entry. History: sparta vs athens. Personalities: Pablo Picasso.

I'm pretty tired. This is the chronicle of a person with schizophrenia. It doesn't feel like I have it though I've been told I have it. Sad. I live to dream. It seems the dream realm is reality for me. I went to high school and our mascot was a spartan. Sparta was made popular by the film 300. I don't train the body as I should. I admit it. I'm about 20-30 lbs over weight. I'd rather be a lean runner or a wrestler type. Today I conversed with my mother.

I'm a blip on the radar of the world. Famous in my own book because I'm divinely endowed with the spark of light that lights the world. One light in a sea of other lights. We all are god like. My religion is love. I testify of Yeshua, Haile Sellasie, Bob Marley, Peter Tosh, Donald Trump. These are good men. InI love pablo picasso. I'd like to be rich enough to buy his artwork or better yet duplicate his pieces on my own.
love and peace I leave you in the new name. JAH.

Sunday, April 23, 2017

Day Seven: Religion and Pop

Today's short blog is about Noah and Mahjong. No relation not to my knowledge.

Noah is a tremendous figure of the Old Testament. Mahjong is a game played throughout the world.
Can't. Seem. to. focus. Trying. mental illness. effort. games. try not wasting time. stumbling block. ministering to others. joy. random. modern culture. ancient culture. lay my head down to rest. No place to lay head. sad.

the end.

Saturday, April 22, 2017

Day Six: Sports and Philosophy

Cy Young and Socrates

Cy Young is a famous pitcher. He played baseball.

Socrates is a famous philosopher. He was made unto me by Bill and Ted's excellent adventure.
SO-CRATES as opposed to SAW-CRA-Tease. You know this entry is going to be really short my sleep schedule is messed up. I stayed up all Friday night. I'm aimed to stay up all night today. For shame.
I dreamed I was a vampire demon. That's the easiest way to describe the reality I saw. I can't tell if that life is a future life or a past life.

I'm less than human. I saw the subhumans lives growing up. I was in the mosh pit. I still had braces. My mouth was cut up. Maybe I have alien DNA. I'm a person with schizophrenia. Bollocks.

the end.

Friday, April 21, 2017

Day five: music and ideas and trends

Melody and the Luddites
Most people know what the tune of the song is. That's the melody.

aerial shots two cylinder helicopter motion fast forward tubes water park weakness illness.

I'm pretty fucking scared of going to sleep lately. I have these dreams where I know I'm living this shit. I never knew who was controlling all of this. until now. ALIENS. advanced human beings. I'm naive.
I can't remember my dreams. I can't remember my past lifes. YET. I will. They will come back. I'm planning on finishing this program of double learning daily and then I will carry out a program of shamanism.

Maybe I'm taking this too seriously. I'm scared of these aliens in my dreams? Maybe I need to watch that show on tbs about aliens.

I don't want to be a luddite. A luddite was one who opposed the industrial revolution. that's all for today. I'm aimed to make it to the top.

ps i missed my appointment because I didn't know where to go. My medication is wearking off.

Thursday, April 20, 2017

Day Four: Science and Film

Eratosthenes and Birth of a Nation (1915)

I watched the JRE where Eddy Bravo Brenden S. and Joe Rogan argued over flat earth and round earth. If they would have known Eratosthenes they could have resolved their problems. Eratosthenes calculated the circumference of the earth using an ancient method. We've known the earth is round for milenia. This flat earth business is just rubbish.

Birth of a Nation is a film I haven't seen. I probably won't see it. It is old. It's over 100 years old. Jesus I can't believe it's 2010s.

I'm really worried about getting to some schizophrenia appointments on time and on point. Anything can happen. Tomorrow day five I have to get my shot. I don't like getting my shot. But I stay humble and be a part and a cog in this gigantic political machination. So help me God.

Wednesday, April 19, 2017

Day Three: Music and Visual Arts

Scott Joplin and the Bust of Nefertiti

I didn't die in my sleep last night. I did have a dream. I dreamed something so scary I woke up. I lay there surprised and scared. I wish I could describe what actually happened what I actually lived.

Today I blog about Scott Joplin again. The first thing I think of when I hear the name Scott Joplin is ragtime. That is with good reason because he wrote ragtime music which was popular at the beginning of the 20th century.

so tired. not sleepy tired. I'm tired of the mental illness. It sucks the life out of me. I'm trying to read about the bust of Nefertiti and write an article about what I learned.


I got a visit from my "counselor" today. It seems like this guy is trying to make me feel bad for nothing. My view of reality is distorted.I'll try to give him the benefit of the doubt.

The bust of Nefertiti is a head statue about 20 inches tall. It was discovered in 1912 by German archaeologist Ludwig Borchardt. I have know clue why they call a bust "a bust". Comment on why that is.

And with that I'm a sign out. peace and blessings be upon InI.

Tuesday, April 18, 2017

Day Two: Double Literature

Ernest Hemingway and Anna Karenina

Ernest Hemingway is one of the greatest authors of the 20th century. He wrote one of my favorite books The Old Man and the Sea. I'm sure he's known for other books however that's how I know him. Mr. Hemingway was fond of Cuba and even lived there for a time. Like many of the greats Mr. Hemingway took his own life. He used a shotgun. Some may think wow what a morbid way to go. I am for people deciding their own fate and if that means they choose suicide then so be it. I don't have a gun but if I did I'd use it to end my own life. I'm in a prison, the prison of life. I'm learning to cope and handle living. The thing is I've lived so many times and had so many negative experiences it's getting old. I'm a person with schizophrenia. That means I see into other parallel realities and worlds. I used to hear voices the voices of the little people. I can't wait for the second season of sens8 to come out. I love every aspect of that show.

Next in today's double dose of literature is the work of Anna Karenina. i had never heard of it. It was written by Leo Tolstoy in 1877. Apparently it is "still surprising readings with it's immediacy and freshness." Anna Karenina. I am hoping I remember the title. Anna KA-RE-nina. If you have read it please leave in the comments why you like it. According to one amazon reviewer it is really good. Who knows maybe I'll have the chance to read this book at some point in my billions years of existence.

much love from Hillsboro. I may die tonight in my sleep. All my dreams are full of danger. Today they are filled with fire and dinosaurs. Watch out you might get hurt or get catapulted into the pit! Love jmo